twenty one...

_March 21, 2007

some1 drop by to teach me how to love...
and unfortunately he left me..
he just teached me how to love...and dats it...
and then in just a snap his gone..


it hurts..xuper..!


during were together...
it's been so great to have him..!
his the one who made me laugh,
who made me cry...
even he made me angry...!
his sweet..
his too protective..
he love's me..and i love him dn nMn during were together but not at all...i just love him it's because his my bf..
and dats it..nothing else..
pra bang msbi na my bf q...kea nsbe q mhal q xa!
mdmi xa iniwang memories skn...!
kxe he is really sweet...!kht saan..!
one time ng away kme...
ng absent pa pra mkachat q..
un pla pupunta q s place nla....!
pag ka kita q xknya..
cbhan nia q na i'm stupid...!
how many times nia q cnbhan nun...so nglit aq kc auq ng cnsbhan q ng gnun...
tapos glit pa xa kc i'm wearing off shoulder's and short..!
until gumbe..manunuod kme ng bsketball ngtxt ung tropa nia nkapag suntukan dw..
pag dting q dun ayaw mg paabyad edi un pinabayaan q..tpos sbe nia wla dw q pkeeelam...
baliw noh.!
tpos dumaan xa sa harap nmen pauwe na dpat kme...ng sorry xa, tpos wag q na dw ulitin un..!
haix..!tpos pinakilala nia q sa bestfrend nia..haix..!
fresh pa sa utak q nohh!
feeling nia tlg di q xa minhal...
kea un nkapagbreak xa sktong monthsary nmen..
skt noh..!
pro wla pa dn un sken...
prng wla lng!
hnggang dumating sa punto na i miss him na..!
and i've realize that i really love him pa..
lagi q iniicp n huli na...pra sbhin pa un...kht ngkakatxt pa kme..!
we don't have any personal cloxure at oll..we just consider that were not belong at ol.
nging cla ng dati nia gf...
and me...meron na dn..4days after him..
but it seems like even i have bf'z the more i've realised that i love him so much..!
and i'm olweiz praying that he will be mine again..but it doesnt work...!
ng suffer q ng 1yr and 2months sa paghihintay kht nssktan na tlg q..!
feeling q kea q pa xa tnggpin with all my hart..!
but it stops when he called me.. and say sorry for everything...all that time i'm blaming myself aq my kslanan gnan, aq my pagkukulang...un pla my mga kslanan dn pla xa..na nrealiza nia dn...!
after 1yr and 2months dun nia lng naicpan na mgasorry
June6,2008..
grabe dba?!
after ng tawag nia it feels like lhat ng feelings q sknya nwla..!
dim man nwla tlg ng wla..!
npagod na q..
and i choose to stop loving him dat much!
aun naacept q na lht na "were never meant for each other TLG"
mdme q nsktan sa pag susuffer q sknya..!
mdme dumaan..pro xa pa dn..
and now i choose to be his frend...were communicating each other without thinking anything unlike before...
ngaun hinahaarap q na future q na wla xa..!

mskt pro un totoo..!
and now i'm absolutlly happy...!